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| Sunday, August 24th, 2008 | | 6:41 pm |
standing 9.9 count, lions Main HD crashed
Well, specifics, other than i'm rather devastated, this morning the ol fellow couldn't boot, and of course that sent me looking for my only other backup OS.. which since its so old only runs on my oldest backup machine... whcih lags surfing the web.. Backups were done not to long ago, but of course, you don't remember to backup it all, or can't always find it all when your looking.. On most things it's not more than a month, but archives and the like are well, far less likely. Right now i'm quite depressed of course.. this whole new computer work has been layers and layers of hell | | Monday, September 3rd, 2007 | | 9:48 pm |
Lion away for a week
Lions going to be away for a week, so don't be surprised if i'm totally vacant, will be back late next weekend. going to be doing some serious thinking over that time, About my place in communities and the like. Seems like as good a opportunity as any when i'm away from my comp. laters Take care all talon | | Sunday, July 22nd, 2007 | | 3:28 pm |
The uncreative lion moulders
Well its been a while, more namy pamy emotion, self evaluation stuff sorta been in a deep funk, creativity stagnant, yearning to see more of those that set my mind alight(rare people those but special) and even those who are just good ideas spouters/listeners. People who know me understand that i feed on and produce ideas, rping is alright, and sometimes alot of fun but creativity and new ideas tend to really make me feel worthy, and make the effort i put in worthwhile. Can't explain why some people do this for me and some don't. Just one of those things. I think i'm going to do what most do at times like thiw, go back to thos people who inspire me, even if there not on much, or i'm actually forced to say hi first. It seems some of the most inspiring are way to considerate about my time(while many of the ones who aren't so don't understand the same feelings. Those who are close and special to me will always be remembered. Anyhow, just one of those feelings that flows through me from time to time. | | Tuesday, June 5th, 2007 | | 11:55 pm |
One week and one year older.
Well one week later, Results of the lions feast day., Since its a journal might as well go through my feelings. The good, More people than i expected were there to wish me well, some real surprises that warmed my heart. Amazingly enough a few i had been told wouldn't be on.. lucky lion there. So probably in the most important category, i know there are plenty of people who do care about me, and not just for my art/ideas Giftart wise? it was pretty disappointing, one nice surprise, one expected.. and a few significant disappointments. Same goes for stories, but honestly i don't expect those even when promised... just.. well.. I know how it is being an author. I know i shouldn't expect much, but I'm not perfect i've gotten greedy before.) Check that, there were a few people who were kind enough to offer one expost, the day caught up on them, so big thanks out there to those.. even if i haven't gotten my request into one yet(JackleAmbrose, paws up for that gallows pic). The sad. A handful of people i had been really hopeful to make contact and get well wished didn't come through. Anyday close counts on these, but when there is no effort.. well, that rails me. there are those i "KNOW" care and are just forgetful, and then the ones i worry about. Its the ones i worry about that i think about here Overall, It was a good day, but hopes for the follow through in many cases didn't pan out. Thanks to all those who wished me well here, probably ending up preaching to the converted already. | | Wednesday, May 30th, 2007 | | 12:01 am |
another year older..
Birthday Lion today, Day of feasting and all, though lately i've been feeling pretty low about it. Oh, well, i do know there are many people out there that do care for me, and that helps without a doubt | | Saturday, May 19th, 2007 | | 11:17 pm |
Early Warning for the lions feasting birthday
The big lions day of birth is approaching again soon, makes me feel so old sometime, anyhow, just a warning for certain artists and authors *winks* and those who plan to do well wishes but can be forgetful(like yours trully) there is a chance i won't be on on the week of my birthday, might be out of town, so i'll check things when i get back. | | Tuesday, May 1st, 2007 | | 9:01 pm |
Liony feast planning...
just a very early warning that the liony is starting to make his dinner plans, brinigng all his freinds over for dinner on his birthday may 30th.. leting people make there plans and set themseles up to wish happy belching days... lick chops.. and any other offerins.. | | Saturday, April 14th, 2007 | | 10:32 am |
Talon's Character a Day Blog
I have decided to make an attempt to ease peoples introduction to my more esoteric characters, ones that aren't among the core, to do that i've put up a new blog i'll update daily, most characters'll come from my archive, but handling them one at a time is probally much easier for the casual visitor.. have linked to my journal posts describing my thought process just for completness sake http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/99817/http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/108499/""Today is the first day of it, decided to take the journal route. This is mainly an outlet for ideas, comments about the character are fine but offtopic and ideas for new characters are encourage to go elsewhere. "" ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) leoscharactersLaters Talonsaurn EDIT.. PS Edit: http://leoscharacters.livejournal.com/data/rssFor those who like more delivered to them the Rss feed is a useful tool too | | Tuesday, April 10th, 2007 | | 12:05 am |
Its been a While.
Well been ages and ages since i posted here, mostly been keeping my journal on FA.. but figured i'd better post here and show people i wasn't dead.,Overall thiings are going fine.. Other topic, i'm taking SUGJESTIONS on what to draw, i want to improve so i figured i'd make an open call here, this isn't a "Draw my character" sorta thing though, just want to expand my range, improve my postes and such | | Wednesday, November 29th, 2006 | | 5:11 pm |
Depressed with RL
Life sucks, really RL has become a total madhouse, family infighting and bitchy cousins who enjoy causing pain and abusing, the fact that there is money involved just makes it impossible to say "F that" and make a clean break, or even encourage that method. Grandmother and Mother are at it again, and worse things that really are to hard to explain on a journal. Grandmother is poisoning everyone against my mother because of her psycotic dementia mixed with selfish hatred for anyone not becoming her slave(Turning my mental problemed uncle against her too). It wouldn't be so hard if my mother was able to look at things without the rage of emotions and a personality that there should be justice for everything. (The Golden Rule) is not nesserially recicating as everyone knows, but she has yet to accept the fact that when your nice to someone they aren't nesserily going to respond in kind. Just isn't able to let go of an immaginary dream that granny will "change back" to how she was 20 years ago.. just a dominating control freak, rather than a sadistic one. The shere animosity inside the home is driving me mad, i can't escape with a good heart, and untile my short trip on the 10th it'll probally continue to be. I just feel the radiating emotinons and anger corrupting my normally even and thoughtful personality. And of course, there is nothing I can do about any of this(i've tried to talk sense into my mother about how it does her no good to be like this, but it hasn't worked the last 20 years or so, not working now. No one can help really. It hurts me, its been eating away at me more and more...I can only hope it ends soon, this sorta stuff they say builds character but god damn it hurts. Current Mood:  depressed | | Monday, October 30th, 2006 | | 8:40 am |
Halloween
Well didn't get to draw much this year so i'll post a few things, first my main characters costumes, and then a new character for the season enjoy Gallows, Baron Samidi, the voodo spiirit at the crossroads of death, gallows in a top hat.. stylish:) Leo-- The emperor of rome, Sacrificing YOU to the lions bulging belly Smudge-- A sleeping bag, taking a bit of an idea from gallows, its all to easy to get people to go into a big warm bag for a night sleep... or maybe a cop... or maybe a Park Ranger... its tough to find one to top the valkari of last year, or come close Haze Standing at 5'11 with a lean build he shows some muscles but really is nothing to write home about, he speaks with a drawl. The fine looking wolf has a slightly unkempt nature, but nothing overly offensive, large expressive eyes, big ears. Light grey long fur, crew cut. Waggy wolf tailHe sports a crossed rifle tattoo on his back Personality: Rather friendly, low key, easy going. He doesn't take no mind to people and won't pick fights. He is well loved by his freinds and easy enough to get close to. He has a thing for predators and understands there language. He Loves to howl at the moon with his freinds on the chilly nights of september, snowball fight in winter and be a pretty normal guy. History.. Notes: His racket is simple, though a very modest looking guy he LOVES halloween, this is the one time of year he gets to be a bad guy and eat people. He runs a very popular haunted hay ride for two months of the year, of course the haunts are all to real and few people end up coming back. He gets a reward from his goulish freinds in costumes at the end of each night, including someone to eat on his own. He loads up the haytruck, having people blindfolded when they start, so people never know how many are there either, as the ride goes on he pulls off the blindfolds of some, just in time to see some horrifics finsih off the last riders, then they too are taken down.. yum yum... each group seeing the one before them digested in groups of half a dozen, by the end of the trip only a few people are left and they get a much more normal ride, an appology about how short it was and a refund. Even the short ride spreads enough good word of mouth. People bring there freinds and BURP.. the rider has more fun and makes a mint. Garb: He is almost always wearing a confederate flag tank top, black daisy dukes and a red banda around his neck. No shoes or gloves Normally he also has a beat up browning hunting rifle straped to his back and two colts in his pants holsters. The word “NRA” on his bandana. When not packing his rifle he wears a backpack with a camera, rope, and a small machine pistol. Backpack has the words “Freedom or Death,. My freedom or your death in bone script. Now everyone have a great time and be safe out there. | | Thursday, October 5th, 2006 | | 10:25 am |
| | Sunday, September 17th, 2006 | | 8:08 am |
Lion be back, safe and sound, and hungry
Was a great trip, but very tiring, wanted to post a message to say that i'm home though and'll be on again, of course my sleep schedual has become something far more normal, wonder how long that'll last:) Anyhow, take care, will be posting more details soon | | Friday, September 8th, 2006 | | 6:30 pm |
| | Tuesday, September 5th, 2006 | | 4:20 pm |
Back from the Darkness
Lions back after 72 hours of blackout, That no longer hurricane hit the lions power like neither 9-11 or the giant NE blackout did.. longest one i could remember.. glad power seems to be on.. hope it lasts. | | Tuesday, August 29th, 2006 | | 9:11 pm |
| | Monday, August 28th, 2006 | | 1:47 pm |
Quicky Question,-Gaming
Which viewers of my journal play Natrual selection(the half life mod)? thinking of setting up some games with a very loose play or the rules(mainly to satisfy vorish tendencies), figuredi'd put a post up here to see who bites | | Sunday, July 23rd, 2006 | | 1:00 pm |
Frustrations
Mrphh.. i just can't seem to get back into writting, I feel like i have an albatross over my head with the whole theme park story, i took a break in the middle and its been half a ^%#^ year and have gotten bumkiss more... i don't want to leave it unfiniished but.. well.. its getting to be that way.' There are many ideas i have just seem to not be able to turn them into the proper story. Perhaps it is time to go back to the formulic? But really once you've written 60 or so vore scenes in various places(muck/stories) each one seems to lose panach. I like writting stories about characters really, thats what drives them. Perhaps its time to get the more personal touch again, the body stench vore was simple and effective, It was very satisfing too even with little public acclaim. Why write? well in writting i can do things i'm not able to have a chance at drawing. I don't feel second class as a author(wether i am or not is immaterial). Laters, Authoric Artist Talon | | Monday, June 19th, 2006 | | 1:24 pm |
Birthday Thankyous
Wanted to give a paws up to those who have drawn and given me special gifts over my birthday Drawings from Stuarn, Omega, Slash And Jahgo, And a story from Kyreo! A story also from Legban And tons of happy birthday's of course P.S. hope i didn't miss any this time -- Talon "Hungry Kitty" Saurn (Currently :Learning VR muck and creating way to many characters leothehungrylion on taps Leo on VR | | Friday, June 2nd, 2006 | | 9:32 am |
Lions Birthday Report
The lions birthday has come and gone and i can really fit it into two categories, first RL, RL politely put sucked, almost a disaster but ended up with really depressing, draining soul sucking sorta way, and of course rather than hit the disaster its being drawn out even as we speak. Makes you wonder about people and the quality of life. Some things i just don't understand. But thats A bit morbid and i won't go into more detail publicly. Online it has been quite a nice celebration, got lots of congrats from freinds, almost everyone that i expect a well wish and a few that i didn't. Was a bit miffed that a few message boards i posted to forgot, but i'll get over it, was more hurt thought that a few dear freinds forgot entierly, i guess there moving on and out, Still it hurts when those who you've done alot for and been the rock in support leave you hanging. Gifts i Got, Got a story from A felpin, A drawing from a cheetah, a drawing from a well known stag, and a drawing from a tasty morsel who knows who he is.. oh and of course while there were people i was disapointed this year, Jahgo was certainly not the leas in his giving of sketches, something about my wuffy freinds works speeks to the soul, i've known him so long.. And of course, sappy asit is, the biggest gift is always freinds |
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